Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.

but the thing about plans is that they never take into consideration the
aspect of the unexpected. even with the best plans,
complications can arise and things can go wrong.

- quote from zarifah's blog.


sometimes i really don't knw how to handle things.
i can help others with their problem, but for myself i don't know.
people often say don't think too much,
don't trouble yourself with so much deep thoughts.
but do they even understand tht sometimes it's hard to accept the way things are?
often we want everybody to be happy with how things are,
avoiding things and keeping quiet.
but the world is unfair, not everyone would get things the way they want it.

i knw it better thn anyone how things are like.
people say organize and plan your things so tht it won't go wrong.
but often do things always follow according to what you plan?
& how much can you do to avoid things going wrong?

putting effort in everything i can, making it as perfect as possible.
but how many times do people appreciate what you do?
do they even realize what you do for them or take it for granted?

so many questions are going through my mind,
making me re-thinking about everything.
right/wrong? worth/not worth? treasure/throw away?
i'm leaving in a dilemma with things that precious to me. ):

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